BEAUTY
(Written in 1992)
For the love of beauty
To counteract the beast,
But it does not
No matter how hard I try.
I feel that I am
An ugly beast,
Who is not desired
By beauty.
Try as I do
I am shunned by beauty,
While my desire for it
Goes on and on and on.
Innocence I long for
Mixed with physical desire,
But once lust springs up
The innocent are no longer.
For the love of beauty
Appearing to still be there,
While ugliness hides beneath
Their facade of innocence.
Still I long for beauty.
